Day after the best concert of your life glam-bum vibes
I wish it would have been captured on video how I SHOUTED the “I love you the first time, I love you the last time..” dialogue from Ultraviolence to Lana last night. It’s like the crowd was summoning her. When it got to the “cause I’m your jazz singer and you’re my cult leader, I love you forever” part, she said “I fucking love YOU forever” back to us and my heart exploded. .
On a corny-ish note, I really want to thank so many people for knowing what a moment and pure release it was seeing the artist I love and have grown and identified with the most for the past 5-6 years. Thank you for acknowledging what this woman means to me, family and friends. My husband, my mother in law and my father in law all made this possible. My friends and just strangers who know me from the internet all cheered me on. I had gotten so many texts and messages and comments on my videos of people just congratulating me and telling me that I deserve this ️ thank you. .
Whether or not you’re a fan, to acknowledge someone else getting to live their happiest moments because an artist touched their lives and left an imprint.. thats love. I’ve got nothing but love back (I know so many of you have that artist for yourself too. Who everyone associates you with and knows how much they mean to you.) I woke up in awe this morning that last night happened after waiting for so long and dreaming of it. One day I’ll meet her and get to tell her myself that no artist has ever made me cry as hard or smile as wide or feel as free. - 2 hours ago