A late check in
It's been a challenging week and a battle with my mind as I see the weight on the scales and the circumference of my body change ️ ️Weight slightly down 500g
️Body fat marginally up 0.2%
️Measurements remain the same overall but up in areas like biceps, waist
I know I should throw the scale away because often scale weight means nothing - is it fat, is it muscle, is it water? Sometimes it feels when I'm busting my ass at the gym and eating 100% to plan for tiny changes or a change I'm not happy with, I beat myself up about it 🥊
Many of you who have been following my journey know I'm getting married in 12 weeks but at the same time I love the WBFF stage and was hoping and wanting to compete again in 2017 after my wedding.
Was this too ambitious? Is this being greedy and selfish? Can my body make a drastic enough change from my Singapore show in April where I placed 4th 🏅in Bikini Diva ? Can I build enough muscle and size to bring a different and really banging WOW package to the stage that coach @n8fitness and I can be proud about?
So it's been a hard decision but my love @coach.adamcub and our wedding is currently #1 priority and I KNOW and can imagine how I'd like to look on the day 🏻 Feminine, elegant, and a vision in white 🤗 I'm not willing to put on extra muscle (and the extra fat that comes along with improvement / off season as a result of eating in a caloric surplus) at the expense of rocking my white wedding dress the way I want to rock it... plus I'm secretly looking forward to actually indulging in my own wedding cake and the buffet breakfasts @oothepalm 🥂 Can I get stage ready for late 2017? Yes. Will my package be any different or substantially improved from April? No.
So it was a hard choice but with the guidance of boss @n8fitness we decided let's DOMIN8 the white dress and stilettos and hang up the bikini for 2017... Bigger goals and watch my physique WOW in 2018 Thank you Nate for knocking some sense into me and keeping me honest. We can't do both well. So let's take one goal at a time. ... plus hubby is now super happy that I'm not dragging him with me to another show - 10 hours ago