This is hopefully the last post on Rebekah, my last life! My Soul remembers... "I had forgotten! I was Rebekah [see few posts back, with redhaired and creepy pics of me], but I broke after my husband beat my child out of me and I buried her in my beloved woods. In this life, you call it "multiple personality disorder"
I broke into at least three. One was a blindly obedient wife to my brutish husband. Another was a child, who collected and buried small animal corpses. And yet another was the witch that I had once been. The witch hid inside me, waiting for her time. The other two appeared often.
My husband feared the change in me, especially the child-like me. She went to executions, and observed the rotting corpses in gibbets, and the little animal graveyard at the edge of the woods grew and grew, though I never went into the woods. He watched me in silence, unable to harm me when I was childlike. But I do believe he thought an evil spirit was in me... After some time, a year perhaps, he tried to kill me when I was the obedient wife. Lying there with a badly bruised throat after he went drinking again, the witch in me woke at last.
I escaped, stealing a horse, and riding through forests. The locals, lied to by my husband, said later I bewitched the mare, but all animals trusted me as the witch, no matter how broken I was.
The rest of my story is known already. But I will add, the obedient wife died the day my husband tried to kill me again. And the kind man who saved my life and killed my husband after he tracked me down... He loved every personality of mine and accepted me fully, in all my brokenness. If we had been meant to be together fully in that life, I know that his love would have healed me." This continuing memory of my Soul has taken me to hell and back lately. But at last I know, and understand, that all the pieces of me are truly returning, and bringing me back together after SO much damage to my Soul from many lives, and some extra brokenness in this life!
And yes, the same Soul I love still accepts all of me, broken as I am. As for healing love, all in good time, eh? But it's what I've believed in all my life, [cont] - 45 minutes ago