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Terrible awkward smiles and pretty flowers. That's what it is all about lately. 🌻🏵😊

Terrible awkward smiles and pretty flowers. That's what it is all about lately. 🏵 - 3 days ago

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@wanderlustfest was awesome yesterday! Such cool vibes and wonderful people, too bad the sun wasn't a little more cool. 😛 I can't wait for the Los Angeles event later this month. And I found a cool food truck @beatenberry that had yummy pretty bowls, plus tried bee pollen for the first time, and since I had @manitobaharvest hemp hearts at our booth I made the perfect breakfast. 😊
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After the event since I was in San Diego with a bit of time to spare I finally got to see @whaleyhouse and El Campo Santo cemetery so I can mark those off my list (although I want to do the ghost tour this year.)
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All in all I had forgotten how much I enjoy wandering alone.

@wanderlustfest was awesome yesterday! Such cool vibes and wonderful people, too bad the sun wasn't a little more cool. 😛 I can't wait for the Los Angeles event later this month. And I found a cool food truck @beatenberry that had yummy pretty bowls, plus tried bee pollen for the first time, and since I had @manitobaharvest hemp hearts at our booth I made the perfect breakfast. . After the event since I was in San Diego with a bit of time to spare I finally got to see @whaleyhouse and El Campo Santo cemetery so I can mark those off my list (although I want to do the ghost tour this year.) . All in all I had forgotten how much I enjoy wandering alone. - 5 days ago

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If I can look in the mirror and think, 'I don't know that this matches exactly...' then I know I found the right combo. 😊 And excuse the traditional lost deer look, I just really liked the hair in this one shot. 😂
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I know I will never be curvy and that's cool with me cause I prefer  myself smaller BUT I really do want to tighten up. Like right now I am an overcooked mozzarella stick that has gone all squish. I want to become a perfectly cooked mozzarella stick, with dreams of being one of those chocolate dipped pretzel sticks covered in sprinkles. And now I am done comparing myself to foods. 😊 Bye now! 👋👋

If I can look in the mirror and think, 'I don't know that this matches exactly...' then I know I found the right combo. And excuse the traditional lost deer look, I just really liked the hair in this one shot. . I know I will never be curvy and that's cool with me cause I prefer myself smaller BUT I really do want to tighten up. Like right now I am an overcooked mozzarella stick that has gone all squish. I want to become a perfectly cooked mozzarella stick, with dreams of being one of those chocolate dipped pretzel sticks covered in sprinkles. And now I am done comparing myself to foods. Bye now! - 7 days ago

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'By nature, I'm an awkward person; I'm a gangly introvert.' -Hozier
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'If something can be said to make an awkward moment even worse, I'm going to say it.' - Carrie Underwood
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Embrace your differences and the  qualities about you that you think are weird. Eventually, they're going to be the only things seperating you from everyone else.' - Sebastian Stan
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'It's not always about looking pretty or cute. It's about expressing yourself however that may be, even if it's being silly, or goofy, or weird.' - Sia
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I actually played around with makeup and out of the embarrassing number of pictures I took this was the only one I liked, and I don't even have my lashes on anymore (they were huge) nor can you actually see the makeup really but OH WELL. 💁

'By nature, I'm an awkward person; I'm a gangly introvert.' -Hozier . 'If something can be said to make an awkward moment even worse, I'm going to say it.' - Carrie Underwood . Embrace your differences and the qualities about you that you think are weird. Eventually, they're going to be the only things seperating you from everyone else.' - Sebastian Stan . 'It's not always about looking pretty or cute. It's about expressing yourself however that may be, even if it's being silly, or goofy, or weird.' - Sia . . I actually played around with makeup and out of the embarrassing number of pictures I took this was the only one I liked, and I don't even have my lashes on anymore (they were huge) nor can you actually see the makeup really but OH WELL. - 11 days ago

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When you were trying to get a picture with old man dog and at the last second he decides to judge you instead. 🐕😐

When you were trying to get a picture with old man dog and at the last second he decides to judge you instead. 🐕😐 - 12 days ago

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When you care about your health and your inner child.
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Finally had the chance to try @ivjuicebar last night at the Taste of Rancho and even my picky child loved it. So naturally that was lunch today. An, 'IE Style,' bowl with everything in it. Super good stuff and super yum. 😍😋
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And although they don't have any Ahhh Real Monsters or Catdog toys on the display, they did have a Powdered Toast Man doll and who doesn't love Powdered Toast Man and his buns in that red speedo. 😂

When you care about your health and your inner child. . Finally had the chance to try @ivjuicebar last night at the Taste of Rancho and even my picky child loved it. So naturally that was lunch today. An, 'IE Style,' bowl with everything in it. Super good stuff and super yum. . And although they don't have any Ahhh Real Monsters or Catdog toys on the display, they did have a Powdered Toast Man doll and who doesn't love Powdered Toast Man and his buns in that red speedo. - 14 days ago

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It has been SUCH a busy week full of both amazing and sucky things, total roller coaster. And yeah technically tomorrow is the end of the week but it's a holiday and errand day so right now, tonight, is my chill time.
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So what better way to chill than music, books, pizza, and a nice ol' bottle of ice cold water. 😍

It has been SUCH a busy week full of both amazing and sucky things, total roller coaster. And yeah technically tomorrow is the end of the week but it's a holiday and errand day so right now, tonight, is my chill time. . So what better way to chill than music, books, pizza, and a nice ol' bottle of ice cold water. - 20 days ago

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Oh heyyy it's skirt weather again because it's over 60° outside. And what better way to go about your day than to wear a mini skirt that you have to constantly be pulling down in fear of flashing everyone behind you? 😀
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So rushing out the door this morning I meant to grab a nude lipstick from my line of nudes but accidentally grabbed a very metallic purple/brown color from the next line over instead. (No Tea No Shade - Jeffree Star) I hadn't worn the color yet because I didn't have anywhere to wear it to, but hey I grabbed it today so I wore it to work. 💁 Awesome color though, I really have to start wearing all my lipsticks not just the ones I am comfortable with.
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If I had to have one type of shoe in my closet for the rest of my life, as much as I love tall platforms and wedges, it would have to be black boots. I love my Breckelle's I have worn them to countless festivals, concerts, events. HOWEVER. I got them from a thrift store ages ago and thrift stores have what they have, meaning you don't get to pick a size. And these happen to be a good size too big. I think it is finally time to get a proper fitting size, and it only took me a few years to do. 😂
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ANYWAY. Hi. 🙃

Oh heyyy it's skirt weather again because it's over 60° outside. And what better way to go about your day than to wear a mini skirt that you have to constantly be pulling down in fear of flashing everyone behind you? 😀 . So rushing out the door this morning I meant to grab a nude lipstick from my line of nudes but accidentally grabbed a very metallic purple/brown color from the next line over instead. (No Tea No Shade - Jeffree Star) I hadn't worn the color yet because I didn't have anywhere to wear it to, but hey I grabbed it today so I wore it to work. Awesome color though, I really have to start wearing all my lipsticks not just the ones I am comfortable with. . If I had to have one type of shoe in my closet for the rest of my life, as much as I love tall platforms and wedges, it would have to be black boots. I love my Breckelle's I have worn them to countless festivals, concerts, events. HOWEVER. I got them from a thrift store ages ago and thrift stores have what they have, meaning you don't get to pick a size. And these happen to be a good size too big. I think it is finally time to get a proper fitting size, and it only took me a few years to do. . ANYWAY. Hi. 🙃 - 23 days ago

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I am angry over literally the smallest, most petty reason. See I had a picture. Not a great one, an okay one, one that was 'good enough.' And I accidentally deleted it from my gallery. 🙃 I spent longer than I should have trying a bunch of recovery apps and they were recovering deleted pictures from months ago but not the one I wanted from an hour ago. It's gone. 🙃🙃
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BUT I did recover these two pictures from my melted crayon box hair and I gotta say it's looking mighty tempting again. 👀
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Anyway I look like a lost af love child of a rabbit and a horse who had a wild one night fling in a cotton candy stand and I got a unicorn frap from Starbucks that matched me and I am gonna pretend this is what I was looking for to begin with GOODNIGHT.

I am angry over literally the smallest, most petty reason. See I had a picture. Not a great one, an okay one, one that was 'good enough.' And I accidentally deleted it from my gallery. 🙃 I spent longer than I should have trying a bunch of recovery apps and they were recovering deleted pictures from months ago but not the one I wanted from an hour ago. It's gone. 🙃🙃 . BUT I did recover these two pictures from my melted crayon box hair and I gotta say it's looking mighty tempting again. . Anyway I look like a lost af love child of a rabbit and a horse who had a wild one night fling in a cotton candy stand and I got a unicorn frap from Starbucks that matched me and I am gonna pretend this is what I was looking for to begin with GOODNIGHT. - 26 days ago

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'I saw that day
Lost my mind
Lord, I'll find
Maybe in time
You'll want to be mine...'
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Socks and books are always what I come back to when I need me time. If I had my way one day in my own house I will have a library room and more often than not that is where you will find me. Book worm at heart yo.
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Also I do love a lot of different music, and have a lot of favorites. But again what, or rather who, I come back to everytime remains the same. I have as close as one can get to a crush on animated characters when it comes to 2D and Murdoc (Jamie is a great artist), every song is my favorite, I adore the voices of the various actors of the characters over the years, I could go on about the lyrics for ages, and Damon's voice when he sings is just 😍. Yes I am a nerd and love fan fiction and will happily read fan fiction of the band for hours. And I am a serious sucker for cockney accent because of them. All in all, hi I am a fan girl.
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Anyway. Socks, books, Gorillaz. Perfect chill. 👌

'I saw that day Lost my mind Lord, I'll find Maybe in time You'll want to be mine...' . . Socks and books are always what I come back to when I need me time. If I had my way one day in my own house I will have a library room and more often than not that is where you will find me. Book worm at heart yo. . Also I do love a lot of different music, and have a lot of favorites. But again what, or rather who, I come back to everytime remains the same. I have as close as one can get to a crush on animated characters when it comes to 2D and Murdoc (Jamie is a great artist), every song is my favorite, I adore the voices of the various actors of the characters over the years, I could go on about the lyrics for ages, and Damon's voice when he sings is just . Yes I am a nerd and love fan fiction and will happily read fan fiction of the band for hours. And I am a serious sucker for cockney accent because of them. All in all, hi I am a fan girl. . Anyway. Socks, books, Gorillaz. Perfect chill. - 27 days ago

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"If you don't know what you want, you'll never find it. If you don't know what you deserve, you'll always settle for less. You will wander aimlessly, uncomfortably numb in your comfort zone, wondering how life has ended up here. 
Life starts now, live, love, laugh, and let your light shine."
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- Rob Liano

"If you don't know what you want, you'll never find it. If you don't know what you deserve, you'll always settle for less. You will wander aimlessly, uncomfortably numb in your comfort zone, wondering how life has ended up here. Life starts now, live, love, laugh, and let your light shine." . - Rob Liano - 1 month ago

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I always thought of Bare Minerals as just foundations and creams and nothing else. But when I went in search of a matte nude lipcolor I was pointed in their direction and OMG am I thankful for that. I absolutely love the color 'Icon,' it was matte without being drying, it smelled like chocolate, and I wore it through an entire fest at Medieval Times and it stayed on! Completely in love.
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Also I dunno what you call these things cause when I bought it it was labeled a 'harness,' but someone complimented my 'vest,' someone else complimented my 'corset,' and it kinda reminds me of a backbrace. Regardless when paired with this dress I got AMAZING cleavage which I was sure not to get in any of these pictures. 😁 Point being I am now in love with this thing whatever you call it.
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When you are happy everything is the best. 😁
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Also try this cause it is strange. If you always take pictures from one angle, take one from another. It completely throws you off. I never do side profile so seeing it I am like 😨💁😂.

I always thought of Bare Minerals as just foundations and creams and nothing else. But when I went in search of a matte nude lipcolor I was pointed in their direction and OMG am I thankful for that. I absolutely love the color 'Icon,' it was matte without being drying, it smelled like chocolate, and I wore it through an entire fest at Medieval Times and it stayed on! Completely in love. . Also I dunno what you call these things cause when I bought it it was labeled a 'harness,' but someone complimented my 'vest,' someone else complimented my 'corset,' and it kinda reminds me of a backbrace. Regardless when paired with this dress I got AMAZING cleavage which I was sure not to get in any of these pictures. Point being I am now in love with this thing whatever you call it. . When you are happy everything is the best. . Also try this cause it is strange. If you always take pictures from one angle, take one from another. It completely throws you off. I never do side profile so seeing it I am like . - 1 month ago

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Cleaning out the top of my closet and re-re-re-rediscovered my set-build pants from highschool.
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They started out as jeans that were simply too big for me and then I tore one of the knees during a set-build and got paint on them during a few other builds. Which led (somehow) to people (including strangers) writing on them.
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Because they were/are too big for me I would often wear them with a 'belt.' But would I use any old belt? 😂 No. I had an old bike chain I wore to keep them up. Because high school fashion choices. I dunno why I wore them to begin with cause they make my butt look even smaller AND I only ever got dress code in these.
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ANYWAY. It's hard to get a cute picture when the wind is blowing your hair around so here's me looking like a tired mouse with too big pants. 😊

Cleaning out the top of my closet and re-re-re-rediscovered my set-build pants from highschool. . They started out as jeans that were simply too big for me and then I tore one of the knees during a set-build and got paint on them during a few other builds. Which led (somehow) to people (including strangers) writing on them. . Because they were/are too big for me I would often wear them with a 'belt.' But would I use any old belt? No. I had an old bike chain I wore to keep them up. Because high school fashion choices. I dunno why I wore them to begin with cause they make my butt look even smaller AND I only ever got dress code in these. . ANYWAY. It's hard to get a cute picture when the wind is blowing your hair around so here's me looking like a tired mouse with too big pants. - 1 month ago

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If I had to pick a meal to be my  aesthetic it would be this one.
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A flowery vodka cocktail, french toast covered in fruit and ice cream, and something with cheese.
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Seriously though not only is the food pretty but it is sooooo good. I have strong desires to work my way through their menu.

If I had to pick a meal to be my aesthetic it would be this one. . A flowery vodka cocktail, french toast covered in fruit and ice cream, and something with cheese. . Seriously though not only is the food pretty but it is sooooo good. I have strong desires to work my way through their menu. - 1 month ago

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Monthssss ago when I was at this point I kept thinking, 'damn it I don't see a difference yet I need to do more, better, faster, right now!
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Then I maybe got a wee bit lazy around the holidays and all 🙄 and now I look at this and aim to get back to it. THEN I will move on to bigger and better, but first this point (that I complained about not too long ago) is my goal again.
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It's funny how progress works sometimes. You don't see it in the moment but it's there.
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ALSO still on the hunt for some damn pink and purple jeans. 🔎

Monthssss ago when I was at this point I kept thinking, 'damn it I don't see a difference yet I need to do more, better, faster, right now! . Then I maybe got a wee bit lazy around the holidays and all 🙄 and now I look at this and aim to get back to it. THEN I will move on to bigger and better, but first this point (that I complained about not too long ago) is my goal again. . It's funny how progress works sometimes. You don't see it in the moment but it's there. . ALSO still on the hunt for some damn pink and purple jeans. - 1 month ago

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"Sometimes I think that the one thing I love most about being an adult is the right to buy candy whenever and wherever I want."
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- Ryan Gosling
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I cannot WAIT to get a better camera.
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Big Bang - Urban Decay. Second favorite lipstick color ever (next to Back Talk).

"Sometimes I think that the one thing I love most about being an adult is the right to buy candy whenever and wherever I want." . . - Ryan Gosling . I cannot WAIT to get a better camera. . Big Bang - Urban Decay. Second favorite lipstick color ever (next to Back Talk). - 1 month ago

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Struggle struggle struggle.
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Everyday I remind myself that I am me, you are you, they are they, everyone is their own person. And everyone else being themselves does not change who or what I am.
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Most importantly other girls being pretty does not take away from me. Other people finding other girls pretty does not take away from me. Another girl with gorgeous eyes does not change mine. Someone liking blonde hair does not take away from mine. Everyone can be.
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I can tell myself that, I can believe that, I can repeat that, I can explain it to others, I can build others up. But it all does not matter if I still compare myself to others and tear myself down. I feel terrible I feel worthless I feel like I HAVE to look like her or her or her to be worthwhile. I tell myself I have to change everything to become something worthwhile. And social media makes it so much easier to compare yourself, to see the best of everyone else, making everyone else seem like they are always the best.
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You should, I should, everyone should be trying to be their best them. It is a hard lesson to learn and a hard idea to practice.

Struggle struggle struggle. . Everyday I remind myself that I am me, you are you, they are they, everyone is their own person. And everyone else being themselves does not change who or what I am. . Most importantly other girls being pretty does not take away from me. Other people finding other girls pretty does not take away from me. Another girl with gorgeous eyes does not change mine. Someone liking blonde hair does not take away from mine. Everyone can be. . I can tell myself that, I can believe that, I can repeat that, I can explain it to others, I can build others up. But it all does not matter if I still compare myself to others and tear myself down. I feel terrible I feel worthless I feel like I HAVE to look like her or her or her to be worthwhile. I tell myself I have to change everything to become something worthwhile. And social media makes it so much easier to compare yourself, to see the best of everyone else, making everyone else seem like they are always the best. . You should, I should, everyone should be trying to be their best them. It is a hard lesson to learn and a hard idea to practice. - 1 month ago

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This is me in an adorable flower romper. These are new dumb socks. This is the stupid face I make when I get to wear new dumb socks with my adorable flower romper.
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Smile and be dumb people. Life is short. 😊

This is me in an adorable flower romper. These are new dumb socks. This is the stupid face I make when I get to wear new dumb socks with my adorable flower romper. . Smile and be dumb people. Life is short. - 1 month ago

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