I start to type and then I erase everything I've said.
We're having a cosy morning today: me, Korre and Asa. All three of us are on the old sofa. Korre is reading a book, Asa sleeping at his feet. Deep inside I'm envious how calm they are. All what I've learned about yoga and meditation last year helps, but not enough. I had some episodes of terrible mood last week. I tried to overcome it with some alcohol & lack of sleep, but it just doesn't work for me anymore. I noticed that most of the things that used to boost my mood don't work.
And it's okay.
Cus there're other things.
I tend to forget how important is to be social sometimes. How important is #friendship . One of my close #friends took a flight from Prague to stay with us in the weekend. I normally plan crazy days filled with all kind of activities, but not this time. We had a small roadtrip and then just chilled at the beach. I talked... a lot. I think it's rare that I talk so much. She mostly listened. I know she's not always agreed with me, or doesn't understand the reasons why I act in a certain way. But it's a magic of real friendship: that feeling that you know exactly she will be there for you when you need her, no matter what or when.
It's inspiring. It motivates and helps me to develop my sense of self-worth.
I challenged myself to stop drinking alcohol from this week, Korre decided to join.
.#friendshipgoals #inevertakeselfies #crossprocess - 5 hours ago