THE GREATEST VOICE OF THIS GENERATION.My love, @jessiej
SHEEEE IS NOT HUMAN!!!!
"AI lab iu" #Repost @jessiej
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I picked this song for episode 9. I flew to China from London for rehearsals. Over night I fell really unwell (I suffer with a heart condition and other health issues that cause me to have sudden / severe pain) and knew my priority was to fly back to London to be with my doctors. I left just 18 hours after arriving in China. It was one of the hardest / longest flights of my life. Not because of the pain and the fear when I get that unwell. I also hate letting anyone down.
I was in London for 5 days in and out of hospital / resting. After many tests and reviews I was advised by my doctors not to fly. But something deep down told me I could do it. (I know I know. Some of you are for sure rolling your eyes at me right now)
So I flew back to China (granted I missed rehearsals) I made it in time to sing this song on episode 9.
At 10 years old, so 20 years ago almost to the day I was diagnosed with my heart condition after I collapsed in a park. I was taken into Great Ormand Street Hospital and had an oblation. I was told then by doctors “your life will never be normal” I always think to myself, and even did back then... What is normal? A persons normal is personal to them, what you make it to be. My mind is strong, but my body can be weaker. I sometimes need to be gently reminded that I have to slow down and reminded that my body has different limitations to other people. BUT I am a fighter, my health has been my biggest personal battle for me as long as I can remember. However hard I know it is to do my life with what I have and the sacrifices I make. I have never wanted to be defined by my health. Trust me I’m not sharing this story looking for sympathy. Im sharing it because it’s my truth, and I hope it can Inspire someone else that can’t control when their body decides “No not today” ..
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