FanArt Cover: @/noksindra •Chapter 12•
It was hard, but I walked away from the first boy that made me feel this way. If he really meant it, he would work for it, he would work for me. I walked back to my room in the club and closed the door behind me. I pressed my ear against the door listening if he left or stayed but all I heard was silence. There was so many things wrong with me getting attached to him, but he was a drug I wouldn’t mind getting addicted to. I laid in bed, face deep into the pillows thinking about why am I never good enough for anyone? Always the second choice, never the first. Eventually, my pillow was filled with tears of all the emotions I’ve kept in. It just feels I’ve reached rock bottom, and I can’t get out from this abyss. For a second it feels I’ve lost myself to a whole new fantasy of imagination. A life I wish I have, a life that is long gone. Suddenly, I hear three knocks from the other side of my door. I stay quiet, hoping they will go away, but because it was Maia, she would never have left. “I’m coming in, Magnus” She states, opening the hermetic door. “Oh..Magnus” She says, sitting on my bed, clinging closer to me. I looked up at her, tears running down my face. “Is he gone?” I ask, my voice low and on the verge of cracking. “He’s gone, no need to worry..” She says softly, playing with my hair. I curled more into a ball, closer to her, as she held me in her arms comforting me, like how I comforted her years ago. Maia’s always been there for me, through tears and joy, and I’m glad I could call her my best friend. “Thank you, Maia” I whisper. “Anytime, Mags. Go to sleep, you need it” She whispers back, getting into the covers with me as we slowly fell asleep.
I hear a loud bang coming from the outside of the room, as if someone broke inside the club. It wasn’t morning yet, 3am even. Maia was next to me, slightly snoring as her chest bounced up and down. Again, another bang erupted, like broken bottles crashed onto the floor. This time, waking up Maia. “What the hell was that?!” Maia whispers-yell. #meanttobemalecff ️️THE REST IN COMMENTS️️ - 1 hour ago