-Anxiety About The Future-
This is my story. Pt 2
I’d never even picked up an actual camera before let alone did someone’s graduation pictures. But I felt like I could do it. My dad let me barrow his canon camera and out I went to take pictures. It was so much fun. But after that day I still thought of it all as just another hobby. Nothing I could use to help me make a living. I enjoyed it though so I continued to take pictures and ask friends if I could take pictures of them. Soon one of my friends got engaged and she asked me to do the pictures, she’d pay me and everything. Before I knew it I was going to do the pictures for her wedding too. Even with all these opportunities falling in my lap fear still crept its way into my life and I started to worry. Photography was not an option. I was scared and worried. I spent my days filling my time but when nighttime rolled around it slipped into my thoughts. What am I going to do with my future. It kept me up at night. The same fears repeating in my head over and over again. You don’t have any plans. You’re not smart enough. You’re not good at anything. All of your talents are silly. Your hobbies won’t make you money.
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