This has been the most challenging and difficult part of my life.
It started out great with spending New Years with family and going to @markipliergram #YoureWelcomeTour . But after those things I put my everything into work because it was busy time for us. Then school started and I put my all into class at first. Slowly I started to get depressed and my anxiety was through the roof. I didn’t really notice it until March when I had a talk with my mom. She kept asking me if something was wrong. I kept replying with no. She told I seemed off and that’s when it clicked. That was in March during spring break. It was a nice break from everything. But coming back to everything was so hard. I started to notice what she meant. I wasn’t who used to be. I used to want to go out and do things with friends and family but then all I wanted was to be alone in my room. I finally realized it was time to ask for help before it got to bad like it has in the past. And man was that a shitty and hard thing to do. But oh boi did it help!
June 2018- forever I plan on doing my best and better myself. I want to change not to who I was months ago or a few years ago. I whole new me who cares about school, family, work, my health, and everything in between. How do I start that change you may ask? Well I chopped a shit ton of my hair off! And going to @jacksepticeye #HowDidWeGetHereTour really helped me realize I need to be more positive and optimistic! I couldn’t ask for a better person to look up to then Seán (not including my parents)! So it’s time to start having #PositiveMentalAttitude - 17 days ago